wednesday

Today in the mrn,i wake up after heard tat my phone rang and so tired then is bie called me,then after tat i go toilet d called babie and talk wif babie,then we talk and talk,talk  til bie d parent come bac d ler,then bie cant talk d ler,had to go to eat and then ready to go for model show d ler ,then i cont lay and very tired then late reply babie,maucxk,then bie ready and then go out also d ler,then after tat iwake up ler and then reply bie and then go bath d ler,then after tat think of wn go down look shop for a while then 12 like tat go to coll duty d ler,then lazy then go down buy eat d then come up to home and eat then after tat rest at home and play game a while then come chat wif bie,then bie feel so  pek chek and sad becasue her dad say her dun knw what,then after tat also pek chek at there and mood no good,then after tat about 12 smtg i go out ler and go to coll d ler,then reach there and go in and start duty d ler,then after tat msg bie and bie also reach there d ler and need take photo and then before and aftermake up d photo also,muackx,then bie let her fren d fren draw and her fren dun knw draw d,draw til like hell,gai nya,bie d cincai draw also nice than her thousand times,then after tat i at thrre cont do my thing and as usual do the su program d thing,then after tat chat wif bie also,then about 3 smtg i fn work ler and og bac d ler,mauckx,then bie tat time also almost fn d ler,then are ready to going bac d ler,then i go to pu lor to buy the pao tat famous d,then go til theere luckily easily let me found it d ler,then after tat i find parking and go down buy and so many ppl and gt one two type d pao also selll fn d ler,then i buy quite many also then i go bac d ler,then bie tat time also going bac d ler and her mum say her and make til her so pek chek also,haiz,so pity her at tat home,ahiz,and her parent also is d la,alwasy ti ti wn ssay her say til she so pek chek,haiz,bt mainly also is becasue wif me then had to so suffer,haiz,all is becasue of me,then u only wil like tat d,if nt u wont b so suffer,sorry,bt i love u,haiz,then after tat i reach home d then take the pao go pray in my shop then go upo to home d ler then chat wif bie and then also play game a while then bie call me then we talka nd talk quite long then after tat we go watch mv d ler and bie ask me see d tat mv casue bie like to see becasue sweet and funny,then ask me see also,bt today dun knw y tv7 suddenly ki siao and at there bluring cant see,then after tat bie go see astro d,then after tat fn d ler then we cont chat and then i play game also,muackx,then my house dining room here no line d,haiz,sien nya and late to receive bie d msg and my msg also cant sd out,gosh,so cham,then after tat we cont chat and mum go buy dinner for me then i eat and then bie also juz eat fn then we cont chat and bie go play game,then after tat i watch mv,fast and furious mv,then bie go play game,aftger fn watch then i go bath d ler then chat wif bie on fb d ler,and then we quarrel and then argue smtg and happen smtg again,haiz,i also dun knw wn hw d,haiz,alwasy gt prob happenb,haiz,anyway dun wn say at here anymore d ler,say d think bac again and more sien and fan,haiz,when cn face to face or when talk d time then hope cn talk til thing alll,and settle it in a good way,and nt casue til both quarrel and cold war at there,haiz,i really dun wn such thing happpen btw us,pls,haiz,i say to u i fan nt becasue all also is fan,is some is tat is nt make sense and cant make it d,for example bie u think n see,u say d when all guy thing i say and girl u say,bt when u mix ur fren and i mix my fren d time then is hard d ler,bt i  nt mean tat all also we say ourself,when cn d u do it,i mean d is tis,and u say u don liek i chat wif girl,i also dun liek a,and i also dun knw hw u talk wif those guy all a,is it u think  i din hav feel at all when u go mix wif them,gt seminar,gt meeting,gt activities d time do u think i wont jealous ma,tis all is juz u feel and think only,actually inside my heart i m so care of tis thing,bt if i say out to u cn u don wn go meeting,don wn mix this frren,don wn go those activity??cn u did so,if u cn did so then i wil say so to u,if canot then i alwasy say so to u also no use d a,and wil casue til u like feel tat y i never trust u at all d,u wil think so a,so i dun wn u got such feel,and wn u knw tat thing actually is nt as u say d so easy,don alwasy take me and u compare k,u very liek to compare me and u,haiz,i very hate tis,bt u very liek to compare what i did and what u did,u got did mean got did d,don say i ka many tiem or what for example,don say like tat d thing k,haiz,u think n see la,if i go say wif girl and say to u i say to her is becasue of u d thing,ya,although is me d thing,bt wil u feeel nt well ma ur heart,ask urself and see,wil u feel ok ma ne??u wont feel so,u wil ask me this and tat ,and i dun wn ask u tis and tat so much becasue i dun wn u gt such feel,bt since u say to me u willing wn me to sya to u rather than say ntg,then ok,i wil say to u and complain to u whatever thing tat i dislike and jealous on,ok??then i wil see hw u reaction,rmb,nwaday u one week gt hw many activites,actually i cn tel u,yoga class gt a guy i also very disliek d i tel u,if i say to u what u cn do a,u although din go talk wif him or what,bt i don liek u go there a,so u wil do what a ??hw r u going to handle a,don wn go tat class anymore ma,?and community there all so many guy,althought gt gf d so what,i also is don like a,bt i say to u got what use meh??u cn don wn go meh?u tery think tis all and see first,nt i dun wn say out to u,is i say out d what cn i get a,so i understand myself and don go say so much and smtime if really cant tahan then say so,and hope whatever u did u wil jzu tel me,go there u say u talk wif girl only then i wil believe ma,i also cant believe d,u talk wif guy,when meeting d time,hw u all talk,i cn knw ma,i also dun knw a,and if i ask u tis all,and i ti ti say to u i dun like i dun wn u go there,is it u cn did so ma?u canot did so at all,so in my thinking is tat i wil tel myself tat u juz go do good and i trust u,i bekive u tat u wont so cincai talk wif guy or what,if gt what then tel me,i wont go luan also,juz let me knw cn d,juz like tat,and don expect what reaction from me,like tat ppl wn ask telephone number from u d and u reject them,then ok,u say to me then ok d,casue tis thing u say to me u wn me hw to reply u bac a??i juz knw in heart cn d,juz like tat,juz hope u cn did so as i did,nt mean nt love u anymore or what,is wn avoid quarrel and avoid we think too much u knw ma?when we think like tat smtime and mostly all also is we think too much and wil casue us to step it deeper and deeper into it d u knw ma,and then at last we quarrel beacaue of so unrealistic d thing and nonmake sense at all d thing,then argue til cold war and dun wn say anything to each other,darz really hope u understand y i wn think so,nt becaseu i dun wn go care,is becasue i dun wn go quarrel wif u and juz avoid me to luan think of it,acatulaly thing is nt as we think d so serious or what,actually is juz simply d ans ques bac,and pls trust ur another one if u really love him,pls,trust him tat he wont affect by other ppl d pattern or what,trust him tat he wont becasue wn see big boobs or what then wil hiam u and dun wn care u or what those all thing,pls,i really hope u cn understand tis thing all,pls,haiz,and pls listen to my advise and dun wn go luan think and then casue til we quarrel k?pls,in my heart there is alwasy u and me stick tgt heart by heart,miss u is alwasy in my mind,din say doesnt mean i nt miss u,say out mean i miss u so much already knw ma??and i dun liek u go say to them tat ask them don tel ur mum tat u and me d thing i dun wn so many ppl knw about our thing and then like need depend on them and need their help like tat,and need see pppl d face like tat,i fi see someone bu sun yan and then he or she betray us then what cn u do a,u cant do anything and we had to face the serious and big consequnces and the ppl is juz happy at there,bt we r the one who suffer,so although i knw u very miss me and wn see me,and i m also,i also wn see u and hug u,bt we had to tahan,really d,tahan is only method we cn do,when last time i wn see u d tiem u ask me tahan,then nw y i ask u tahan u cant ne?is it i say to u d thing u wont listen d ma and whatever u wn d thing u muz get it then u only satisfy d ma,is it what i say to u is useless and nt work on u d ma,is it i m so powerless in ur heart d ma,??is it u r so wont listen to what i say to u ma/??anyway i hope u understand y i alwasy wil did so or what,nt mean i dun wn see u,is i dun wn we happen anything and casue til we cant chat or meet forever u knw ma?so smtime try calm down and rethink n see,i knw juz nw i say d thing u may misunderstand,bt hope when u see tis blog d u wil y actually what are inside my heart think of,juz liek tat,if wn say tolerate i m already tolerate u so so so much thing d ler,whatever in fb i also cant appear,like a thing also cant in ur fb,pic also din hav my pic post up,haiz,fren d all u post up,and need i request u then u only post up one,if u r love me u wil post it witohout i request u poist then u ka post,casue u cn say is fren all ma,and u got wif guy take photo nan dao wif me take d photo then cant post up ma one by one d,tis all i din say to u,casue i understand u and dun wn go say so much,if i wn say i cn tel u i got much more thing to say than u,juz i dun wn say it out and keep quiet and knw myself and ask me don luan think ,try to understand and tolerate u,tis is what i alwasy do,so i hoippe u knw what r my purpose and thiking i did so ,juz tat y,casue to u u alwasy think tat i m wont go care and no feel at all d and wont go jealous or what,if i jealous i say out also no use,bt u try think n see,if i what also say to u and complain to u,i cn tel u,u wil start had a feel tat y i liek never trust u at all,i cn sure tat u wil hav such feel,trust me,u sure wil hav,anyway,juz try think n see la,if wn say thing btw us really cant say fn d ler,so smtime ask ourself don go think it and don luan think acsue actually thing is nt as we think d,is nt so seriosua dn complicated as we think d,hope u knw tat,anyway ,good night ya,sweetdream o,hugsss<3<3<3