About "Us"

This is Edwin Carllyn underground private couple blog. Although we had over so many suffer and happy moment ,but our love to each other still so deep to the heart. Yes ,many people said that we cannot be together forever ,but we want to prove to them that they are wrong ,our love to each other will never fade ,no matter what happen ,i believe that we will still be forever ,I want to give U an identification as my wife ,i am struggling to getting it for U .Just look forward to our dream ,i believe that we can achieve it and get what we want ,U are my beloved wife forever and ever. The name of ( Edwin & Carllyn ) will forever in our heart and soul.

Monday, January 31, 2011

i miss my pappy so much

i need my pappy so much..tmr is chu xi d..wish my pappy and his family all healthy always and my family also and always happy o..wish me and pappy will happy tgt all the time and our relationship can be legal soon..i love you my pig pappy..muackxxxxxxxxx

MONDay Happy liFe

I nw starting write blog for baby,already late and almost 12 ler,i am sorry that so late only write o baby,because bro use it and print notes,so i cant use o,muackx,i miss u so much,.Now startiing from today mornign,today mornign baby msg me again and i like a pig cant wake up,so baby msg me til 3 msg,but i stil cant wakw up,so she decide called me cause i had told her before that if i din reply can called me cause i can hear tiok my phone rang so i can wake up d,and baby call me and i faster wake up and call baby back,today baby so active lo,haha,dun know what happen to her,maybe is feeling good o,haha,and we had talk for almost 1 hour,gosh my mind dun knw what hapopen,y i suddenly cant think tiok mrn d thing all ler,haiz.what happen to my mind,i m bluring nw,gosh,haiz,anyway i wil try to rmb it bac,i am thiking now,erm,thrn after that baby mum back d and we cont sms til i go bath on 11 smtg and i went out for lunch,then baby stil din go bath yet,so lazy d lo my baby,ehh ehhh always d,full of her original smell all and saliva smell all,haha,but i like her smell like that,i so hope can smell her,buit i dun knw when i onloy can do so,but i trust thaat if we got pt effort then we sure will get whta we hope for d,jia you tgt ba laopo,muackx,ai ni.Then after lunch i went back to shop d,and at shop start working d,and we also gt sms,muackx,and we talk a lot of thing also,about 3 smtg my baby fell sleepy and tired d,then  she decide to take a nap,so she went to nap d,that time i so miss her,ti ti see my phone when she will msg me,and she sd me that she very miss me,and love me so much,forever love me,i that time want reply her also that i also very miss u and want u now,but i read it by heart to my baby,hope she can feel it,then after that 4 smtg baby wake up d and ask me is it i m free,then i knew that she want me call her and hav a talk d,haha,then i call her and talk to her,that time shop din have so much ppl,so can have a talk,and my baby very like to laugh d wor,ahha,but she dun knw that actually i am open loudspeaker,haha,cause if i m taking phone and talk when customer come and want to count thing and pack for them will inconvineitn,so i pt beside and open loudspealer,but my baby like din paise also d wor,ahha,stil laugh and talk as usual as mrn we talk like that,haha,muackx,so love her much,muackx,then after that baby parent back d,so we cont sms,that time i so tired and went up and rest a while,but then suddenly gt stock come and need to check ,so i had to come down and check then i went to bank to bank  in money and also go buy dinner for me and bro.Unlucky thing happen d,when i m riding my motor,suddenly gt a small piece of sand ran into my eye again,i damn ate this feeling,i really don like it so much,damn sufer especially that time i m riding motor,so sufffer,luckily today not so serious as last time,but it still quite pain,then when i reach home,i faster wash it and do it,but it stil cant,i really suffer,gosh,and i hungry i want to eat,my eye make till em no mood  at all to eat,then i sm stil cahttting with baby,and i think that rest a while will ok so i lay oon bed a while mamnatao too tired and fall asleep ki,and baby very miss me and msg me but i din reply ccasue i sleep ki,sorry baby,i m sorry,then when wake up stil the same,i m so suffer and faster go eat my rice ,but cant eat at all also,eat left s bit cant eat d then throw d,haiz,no appetize at all also.Then baby went out to have dinner that time d,so i lay on sofa  and rest ,but my eye stil same condition,painful when i close my eye,ahhrg,,then just now when i bath i wash it again and it ok d ler,ntg d ler,but my eye damn tired now,cause just now i ti ti zui it and now hurt tiok and very tired d,just now plan to sleep d,but i promise baby d so i must write blog for her before go sleep,mayb my baby now already sleep d,but nvm o,she tmr cn read it also d,ahha,i scare tmr i forget all thing ler,so i better write now,muackxx,today we still talk abot sex d thing again,lol,haha.actually my baby very H to me d lo,ahha,but same as me also la,haha,muackx,we so love each other,and if like when we a while din have topic say we also wont feel gang ga d,ahha,muackx,,so love you,tmr tue d,and tmr mrn i wil b go to cut hair with bro d,muackx,darz din tel u yet o,nw say at here,hehex,muackx,my baby today very happy is it ne?hahamuackx,me too o,love die u ler,muackx,ok la,good night ler o my babe,wait u tmr ya,muackx,we long time din chat through msn and webcam d ler hor,muackx,hoep that before u go to singapore we can webcam and caht through msn,cause i so long time din see u ler,just can hear  ur voice only ,but so miss ur look,ur smell,miss to hug u,miss u to kiss u,muackx,miss to hold ur hand,realy so miss u,stil gt 6 day to go,what a long time for us,but time over very fast,muackx,anyway,wait baby tmr ya,if i wake upo first will msg baby d ler,i 10.30 appointment cut hair ler,so 10 will need go ler,muackx,sweetdream my babe,go hug u from behind nw,muackx,ai ni o..hehex.nitez.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

another post

is one of the shirt nice only k? still need my help to choose for you cause i am more gd on fashion sense.lol. i also knw u wan reply me as soon as possible. but i just dislike when u leave me alone.i feel so lonely.i wont chat with others, mayb sometimes find my cousin talk about hang out de things bt after one or two msg ntg to say again d. so wat to do is to wait u and wait you.. haiz...so sad..=( so sien now.bored til die now..haiz.today morning i went to pray grandma..so only msg u..

Sunday...

Today is sunday,when i wake up,i msg baby,and baby din reply,i knew that she maybe busy doing housework and mum beside so cant reply,i understnad d,so i wait her msg,then 11 smtg baby msg me d ler,and we chit chat like usual past few day,i know that i very late reply you and make u had to wait me,but i hope u understnad me,i also hope to reply u as soon as posssible,but smtime customer too many d and very busy,so i cant reply,i m sorry that need u wait me always,i m really sorry,haiz,feel not good let u wait and i late reply,anyway hope baby knew that i m alwasy think of you and miss u very much,i really miss you whole afternnoon and just now,i need you also baby,haiz,when u need me i not beside and busy,i m really really sorry baby,soorry,sorry,haiz,if u to bored can go find people chant la k?don wait me or what k,don wnat see u always also so bored and wait me,haiz,anyway when i busy u wannt do what u just do la k?then if can ka tel me o or how,try find smtg to do to overcome the bored time know?muackx,miss you,anyway i really sorry to u my laopo,sorry,then i working in shop for the whole afternnoon,olan to go cut hair today but no time at all,so tue only go cut d.Then after close shop dang ge gang hao want go shopping buy cny clothes so i follow them go,and buy 2 shirt only and walk till so long,and they also got go buy smtg to give people and sold in shop.just now baby ask me what had she did and make me feel wo xing d,that time i really cant think of anything,my head so pain,maybe i din drink water at all,very pain,sorry baby,and just now i try think but dun know y my memory all dun know go where all,canot think of anything,appear in my mind d only is baby do for me d stars for the anni gift,that appear in my mind and that time i really feel very sweet and shocked that baby will do that for me
,i really thanks her so so much baby,i like it and thanks,i will keep it well forever d,muackx.Just nw i can feel that baby very unhappy and mood very no goood,sorry  baby,i know i am not so romantic as other ppl,but i will try my best to give baby the best and the perfect to let baby feel good and bliss yet happy,i will try my best baby.muackx.i just want u know that i really love you and miss u always when i am busy,baby today whole day very tired and bored,sorry that i din acc u,haiz,i really feel bad lo din acc u,haiz.Afternno  we also chat of smtg abot sex,haha,my baby very paise d always,haha,but this is our secret for each other,just we will know of it.muackx.then just now 10 smtg i only reach home,muackx,and sd my clothes d pic for babay,just now saw a shoes so nice,but the price is 4 hundred smtg,very exp,but i don want buy d,cause too exp already and is whote in color,hard to take care,muackx,nvm la.just go see see stil got what shoes that gam me and not so exp d,muackx.Anyway today afternoon we very happy but when at eveing till night,mood not happy cause my baby not happy and very down,cause i had make her down and din acc her,i am sorry abot that my laopo,i will reply baby d msg as soon as possible d k?i try my best k?muackx,baby say i bought d clothes nice,haha,thannks o baby,muackx,love you so so much,anyway baby faster go sleep d ya,don wait til too late again d o.muackx.wan an laopo,ai ni,wait u tmr o,muackx,sweetdream,nitez,hoep to have a hapy tomorrow,muackx.OHYa,my baby d stomach suan suan and whole day not well at all,haiz,but i dun knw and when til night i only know,i m sorry,haiz,cant acc babay when baby not well,i really useless,hope baby wil  forgive me,sorry.hope baby d stomach wont stil suan and period faster come o,muackx,then baby wont so suffer d,my laopo next thrus mrn will go sing ler,haiz,so miss her,hpe when she at there we still cant sms ,at least can see tiok her msg i ko very happy and satisfy ler,if can i will sms baby d if baby ok and allow me to do so.muackx,ok la,end of chat,tmr ka say d ,muaclx

我讨厌

我很讨厌假期,没事做的时候会感到莫名的寂寞。也不能怪他,其实一天下来他没有很多时间可以给我。他必须顾店,如果出去也没时间可以信息。。 这些我只好做一个明白事理的女朋友。。 我知道其实你记性不好,我也不要求多。。 只是每次我问那样的问题,你大多数的答案是 - 想不起来等等。。我难免有些失落。但不要紧,习惯就好。 不是想吵架, 我只是在这里说出一些感想。。 难怪 如果像我们这样的恋情如果不好好维持 其实很容易淡。。我们不能像他们想见就见。 我想找你可是却不能。。 别担心,我明白你的情况。 我会做一个会想的女朋友。 不会为你带来烦恼。 在过几天我就不在了。没的信息几天不知我会感觉怎样。。 照顾好自己。。 掰

Saturday, January 29, 2011

i miss him

i miss my man so much..he is busying in his dad shop..haiz..how to cure my xiang si bing?? haha.. i need u..wan to hug you right now!!

sad,frustraiting,hurt yet angry mood

I will loyal to you,i wont find other chat,don worry so much k?pls trust urself and me,don always think those thing and make u luan think,pls don like that,trust me pls,nan dao is it i always let u feel unsafety ma?i don understnad y u want always think that i will find ppl chat or not loyal to you and start luan think,i dun knw why,everytime i always ask u don like that ,control pls,control,control those luan luna think s thing all k?if u and me like that,i can tel u i actually feel that u totally din trust me at all,haiz,i also don want say so much d,and i dun want u say those that what if i don love u d tel u la or waht la or wat,i dun knw listen tis all and pls don say k?i very dislike,when u say tis i very angry ,y uw n say tis all,haiz,i really don understnad,nan dao i always say to u d thing u never listen in d is it ne?haizz.always ask me don go chat wif ppl,pls,i tel u everytime that i wont chat wif other ppl,i wont find them chat,i wont,pls pls pls trust me,what i want is jus a simple trust from u,bt what i can feel is a huai yi from u always becaus eof ur luan luan think always,haiz,,i realy hope u know waht i always tel u d and pls use it and rmb it always,pls,haiz,i dun want say d la,feel not happy t aall when saw u write those thing,feel angry now and quite pek chek,just hopw a trust from u,i really hope that only,and pls don say those if don love u a or what then need hw a or aht,whjy u wn say tis all thing,u tel me and see la,y always wn go say those type f thing,haiz,..suan d la,hope u knwo la,u know why when u say this i willl angry ma,becasue what i did always i never dui bu qi u and very serious and din did anything that wei bei my liang xing toward u,but what i always get from u is ask me that if i don love u anymore,muz tel u la or what,then wish me blisssful  or what,haiz,this is what i get from u for what i did tis all the time toward and for u,i can very honestly d tel u,i very love you but i wont did those thing tat sorry to u and hurt u,i wont do tis,i never willl do tis,i really hope u can trust me,don luan luan think k?>i knw smtime u will luan think but pls control and say to urself or ask urself tat is it i m like tat d pppl?is it ne???ok la,nitez la.haiz,mood really no good,heart quite pain,hope u understand what i m trying to say to u,is like what i did all the way that so good to u d,u never feel it tis all the time,this is what my feeling now.ok la,don want say d,bye.

saturday

normal life again..bored.now sms with my bay.i talk about he and his whole gang of friend. not i want to say what la, but why want let girl take granted on guys ne?? other mayb i wont care, but when it involve my bay, i cannot sit at there and treat as ntg..ask the gf in the world world.for sure when they face this they wil understand my feeling lor.. bay, i not wan luan you or wat..just..just..i dunno why my heart feel not well..really not well..i not eat western food just nw. when i walking at there.my whole heart feel like suan suan at there. sometimes i m thinking why others girl is more blissful than me.why they can have dinner with my bay in restaurant? my bay can fetch them go and fetch them back.but i am his gf. but i m nt the one who can feel this..but i wont yuan so much cause if i wan u as my nf i have to accept this..i just can yan zhen zhen see others gt chance going those place that i wil never have chance to go with him..sometimes i quite jealous them. and when they after ear dinner they wan go shopping my man will fetch them go d. sometimes i just feel my man is their driver..free driver without pay.. then after happy d my man wil drop them home.. emm. i don wish to say anymore everytime i say this i feel not well not i wan luan luan think but it is a normal and natural feeling that ur love one wil have.. ok, baby bro came back d. he later wil go out with family to eat mayb supper?? i hope my baby de feeling towards me will never fade although i knw i m not the one who treat u the best but i m the one who wish to treat u the best in my life..i wil try my best..outside world gt too much attraction d. i also wont hope for anything..just i knw that once i take out my heart to someone. my love is true is real.i wil do watever the best for him.just wan he love me for real. tats true to say,你的男人不会伸手去抱别的女人但是会有女人伸手抱你的男人.when this happen we need to see how ur man respond to show his love on you. one day, if u really get bored and don wan me d.pls tel me..dont becoz scare hurt me hide it from me. if u tel, i wont disturb u de, just need u to promise me u wil have a more blissful life and happier than wat i can give u then i wil go...what i wan is just u are happy and blissful. for sure i wish i am the one who can let u feel so. bt if i cant i am sorry cause i tried my best...laogong, i love you.only you forever in my life. <3 enjoy ur dinner yea. take good care of urself.. and pls be loyal to me when i m in singapore.hope u wont find others to chat. chao~~

Saturday life and most funniest story that i had heard ever

Hehex,todat so tired,but not as ytd tired,still can tahan,oi,baby din write msg on blog o,haha,whole afternoon baby be pig d,so din write blog,mayb also wait i write for her o,hehx,ok la,now start today saturday life.Erm the morning i already said in in previous blog d,i make baby sad,i not mean that d o baby,sayang o,muackx,then a while we ko ok d ler,haah,then i and mum also sis went to eat adn buy smtg then mum go gp,i wait in car,then baby also went to eat also lunch time,then abot 1 smtg i reach home d,.Then i start work in shop d,clean up all thing and arraneg stok,and i late reply baby d msg,sorry o baby,hope baby understand,muackx,love you,whole afternoon i so miss baby so so much,ti ti wait her reply,then abot tea time baby start din reply my msg,i worry her so much and ti ti wait her reply,then abot 5 smtg she reply me d,then she say she b pig a wwhile casue ntg to do at home and her bro went out d,ahha,so she yuan that she cant go out and her life just at home nya,haha,sayang la baby,don think like tat k,.Baby also know ur parent d la,wont  let u go out with fren also d although always ask u to go out with fren and mix more fren but when u ask for go out with fren then they ko say danger la or wat la,or kesi find excuse say want fetch u go la,all is they say,no baby say,i also very ptiy baby d,sayang la,nvm la.guai o,don think it d ler la,what to do ne if our life is like tat d,we had to obey it and smtime we can change it d o,ahha,muackx,love you.see hw u change it only.baby d msg come d i go reply her first,ahha,Then abot evening we smsing,then baby say want told me when she small d time d story,ahah,then she say to me that when she small d time,she very like doll,then got one time her family bring her go shooping then when bac then notice that she mean my baby took back a doll ,hahaha,,then i say her wah,so gai lo my baby,then she say that she took it cause no ppl d and take it back,when i saw tis msg,i smile at ther,and ti ti feel very funny lo,tis is the most funniest that i ever heard d ler,ahha,realy very freaking funny la,hahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhaahahha.my baby realy very cute and chubby lo,y wil so chubby d leh,and when her family dont want take her to shopping or when at shopping mall d then when want back d babay will engg at there d,haha,really so funny  lo,ahhaha,chubby ka beh si lo my laopo,muackx,love you so much,ahaha.wait i go reply her msg first,ahha.Then abot 8 smtg close shop d,then baby went to eat dinner with family,eat western food wor,ahha,muackx,i just eat cha bihun nya,need eat smtg ko later,will go out soon d,bro come bac d,faster write finish for baby read o later,haha,muackx,my baby really very ccute and funny,ohya,just now when work in shop,really thanks to my ring that rsave my finger from hurt,if not my hand will blood much much d,very gai d ler,our power of love very strong d,haha,muackx,so need baby and miss baby,want u so so much,muackx,love you.Baby just now sleep already,so to9 sure will late sleep again d lo,tmr shop will open till ka late lo cause near new year d,will got many ppl,will open til 5 smtg,tmr want go qb see clothes,but dun know got time or not after close shop,muackx,baby anyway must eat more and don get hungry o,and must rest more and drink more water ya,muackx,love you love you my chubby laopo,and also my baby show me her sleep suit,haha,muackx.ai si ni ler,so sexy and chuby lo my laopo d sui yi,ahahaha,ok la,that end of my blog for today d o,good night baby laopo,muackx,sweetdream o,i love you,wah,need faster go reply d,quite long time d,later baby think wat i m doing,ahhaa,,muackx.nitez o..

Friday, January 28, 2011

mornings..

i wake up early d lo,then sd msg to baby,and have a talk,then sud ko zai make her sad again d,i just kacau her nya and saja say nya d,but she treat it as real d,i m sorry la,nex time wont open such joke d lo k?don angry me la,i gui down la,wait u forgive me k?haha,muackx,love you,then if i ask u go drink water then u faster go,don wait at there d,know>?don bluff me tat u drink d or waste time or what,ur throat allready very well d so  ka want u go drink water,if ur throat ok ,u bluff me nvm,but just now ur throat like very dry d,so i ka ask u go drink,hope nex time u will listen to what i say and ask u to do.anyway i am sorry that just now say tat la,but i just joke nya d la,realy d,hope u know that la,now she say her parent bac d,faster go eat breakfast ler la,don get hungry ya,i wil go buy roti canai eat,lol,haha.muackx,chat in sms o..

FRIDAY LIFE

Today when i am still lazying on the bed,then suddenly i heard my phone rang,then thought is dad call so dun want hear it,because if i hear it then i need to go down shop to look shop d,will very sien,so when then phone din rang anymore,then i wake up and go take phone and see,oi,haha,is my baby call me d wor,then i faster call her back d,then starting she oi,haha,so fuuny,then starting we talk till happy then suddenly baby ask me smtg and i say smtg wrong and make her misunderstand and make her cry and very sad,i really not mean that d and i msg baby bac,and explain to her,but she very sad and not very want to hear i say,then i call her,continuaces call her,but she don want listen,then after that din msg for a while then a bit  bit chatting when lunch time,then that time baby listen i said d then ka ok d,i now want baby knwo that i mrn said d really not as baby think d,just now i explain to her d afternoon,she also knew d.After back from lunch,i help to clean the shop front rubbiosh all,wah,terrible,dad mrn 6 smtg go put that mouse killer,then afternoon i and my weorker go clean uo that place.U guess what we get,wah,we get 23 mouse all,all very big d,huge size d,so fast all dead d ler,then the rubbish and also the tor moi all so much,and we clean many thing,but our paip let us do ka open mouth ki,and all water spray out,we had to close the main water supply there,so only can stop the water,tmr the water repair d will come d,that water repair i suddenly cant think is call what,haha,paise ya.Then when we are cleaning,i am also smsing with my baby,then baby and mum suddenly quarrel becasue of her mum attitude that very unpredictable,that suka suka ko scold people and say her daughter,she say people can but when people say her she wil fa lan zha already,then today chat very few with baby only,when i am cleaning,i m so miss her so so so much,then i advise baby that don go argue with her mum la.,no need care her la,try calm down my baby,then after that baby ok d,din angry d,muackx,then go eat and til 8.45 we only closed shop,then after that i straioght change clothes and when for badminton d,today realy very tired,so will sleep d after wrting for baby,muackx,and just now play badminton also din play till too over,control myself,tmr stil need to clean up shop again ko,many thing to do ko,realy gai,anyway,,darz wil reply baby d msg as fast as possible d o when babay msg me,muackx,ok la,baby just now afternoon gt rest tonight sure will be owl d ler,wont so early sleep d,i know her pattern d,but rmb that ya,if late sleep  again will become big panda d o,haha,,muackx,,i mean d big pande is mean it eye o,haha,not it shape,hehex,muackx,ok la.muackx,good night baby,thanks for forgive me o,love you so much,muackx.ohya,baby never will less value in my heart d k,i also wont feel bored on baby also d,and when i say u pretty nt mean i like ur outlook and love you d o baby,u also know that my heart toward you,yet baby really pretty so i just say the fact only,hope baby know how my heart toward her,love her forever,i will let her feel and know how and what my heart think about d always,hope she will do so to me too,muackx,really miss you and love you so much,good night baby,see you tmr o,if tmr darz wake up first will msg baby and call baby o,muackx,if baby wake up first then call darz ya,muackx,,love you,nnitez my baobei,anyway for to9 rate is jus 4 star only,max is 5 star,cause not very gt chat with my baby,muackx,hope that tmr will become 5 star and we both very happy and have an enjoyable saturday,muackx,12 d,haha.wan an o my sweetheart,LUB U.muackx.

bored life

just the first day of the holiday, i already started to bored. haiz.how am i going to over the rest of the days.. argue with mum just now.. didnt talk to her since everyone mood is no good. just now eat a plate of friend rice, dad's half  bowl of mushroom soup one piece of bread and a cup of organic soya bean..it is impossible for me to maintain my weight if i continue this type of eating habit.haiz.but wat to do..eat till full full. i what also don want to think so much.. no mood..

I M BAc

i bac d ler baby,just now go eat wantan mee,so ka lte bac o,and now bath d,,so faster write blog for baby,cause know that baby waiting me o,muackx,love you so much,haiz,just now when want wear clothes then suddenly necklace tuan ler,haiuz,gai nya,ko zai tuan again d,haiz,cant wear d,i will take it to do soon,muackx,sorry baby.

hope

if i wont less value in ur heart.i really hope the reason wont becoz of my outlook. i dont wan..i don wan u love me is becoz of outlook..pls..

Thursday, January 27, 2011

人往往都是贪心的。 其实你说有时候会这样也对,我不是长的特别美 也不是身材特别好。男人都是一样的,得到了就没那么高贵,有价值了。女人能说什么呢?她们爱你相信你给了你,换来的是你的一声我厌了。没感觉了。心里想的是外面的女人都那么的高上,那么的有魅力。 心里开始动摇,外面的野花总是比你身边的那个好。 伤心的女人是不会多说话的,因为她们知道说得再多只会让你有更加多的借口离开她。 她们离开不是因为不爱你了,反而是因为太爱你。她们离开也是因为日后你所做对不起她们的事她们也不会看见,在她们心里留下的是你对她们好的那些回忆。。 她们在你面前笑着告诉你别在她们离开后想她, 她不是在开玩笑。只是她怕等她走了还知道你后悔了想她了,这比你对不起她还来得痛苦。她等着你的回心转意,如果你没。她们说完转身离去的那一刻,脸颊上流着热热的两行泪水。 离去是因为她们也累了。。。但她们还是爱你的。。
Hiaz,today i think ntg to write anymore cause i already make till her very sad and heart break d,write so much also no use d,call her dun want take my phone also,haiz,just hope till when she is ok then ka msg me d la,just hope she can forgive me,i know is my falut say that,but hope her know that i am not like that d people la,sorry for everything,i am scare that when she dun want to care me and talk to me,haiz,but hope that she will don do that to me.
YOU
DO YOU RMB ME LIKE I RMB YOU
DO YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE
GOING BACK IN YOU MIND TO THE TIME
COZ I
I WALK THE STREET ALONE 
I HEAR PPL IN MY OWN
AND EVERYONE CAN SEE THAT
I REALY FELT AND I AM GOING THROUGHT HELL
THINKING ABOT YOU WAS SOMEBODY ELSE
SOMEBODY WANTS YOU 
SOMEBODY NEED YOU
SOMEBODY DREAM ABOT YOU EVERY SINGLE NIGHT
SOMEBODY CANT BREATH WITHOUT YOU IT'S LONELY
SOMEBODY HOPES I WONT THINK YOU WILL SEE
THAT SOMEBODY'S ME
THAT SOMEBODY'S ME
HOW
HOW DID I GO WRONG
IT WAS SO GOOD AND NOW IS GONE
THEN I PRAY AT NIGHT
THAT OUR  PASSING WILL CROSS
WHAT I HAD IS A LOST
COZ YOU'RE ALWAYS MY DEAR IN MY THOUGHTS
SOMEBODY WANTS YOU
SOMEBOSY NEED YOU
SOMEBODY DREAM ABOT YOU EVERY SINGLE NIGHT
SOMEBOSY CANT BREATH WITHOUT YOU IT'S LONELY
SOMEBODY HOPES AT SOMEDAY YOU WILL SEE
tHAT SOMEBODY 'S ME 
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY LIFE
EVEN IF I M NOT IN TOUR LIFE
IT IS IN MY MEMORY
YOU WHEN YOU RMB ME
AND BEFORE YOU SET ME FREE
OH LISTEN PLEASE
SOMEBODY WANTS YOU 
SOMEBODY NEED YOU
SOMEBODY DREAMS ABOT YOU EVERY SINGLE NIGHT
SOMEBODY CANT BREATH WITHOUT YOU IT'S LONELY
SOMEBODY HOPES THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL SEE
THAT SOMEBODY'S ME
SOMEBODY'S ME
THAT SOMEBODY'S ME
SOMEBOSY'S ME
                            My sincere apologize to my wife,i am sorry,hope you can forgive me.
I need you and i want you,i am your somebody,you are my babay,forever and ever.

thanks

我感激你对我的好,但我没有那个信心能够让你有新鲜感。 我是一个很普通的人。认为爱上了不管怎样变老变丑也好,心还是应该全心全意爱着他。但是我该会期望每个人都和我一样。不说了。再见。

SORry

haiz,i know i no use,i just know make u sad and cry everytime,i am sorry,haiz,y i always just will make u cry  and sad d ne everytime?haiz.i cant make my promise that i say to u,sorry,i know sorry also no use,cause heart already break and hurt d,haiz,but i really want u understand that i not mean so,i never feel bored on u i never think that u will no value d k?i am still love you d,and morning not i cant listen tiok ur msg ,is dun know y recently i cant listen tiok,i ust can heard tiok tat phone rang only,sorry,i know i say this is just an excuse,maybwe i slong time din talk phone at morning d na di use to it so late only wake up so din go notice and realise that got msg come,i am sorry,hope u will forgive me.i am really sorry ,sorry,i also know that u now very sad d ler,sorry,what i can say is sorry,and want u beleve ur own heart,is it i am such people u ask urself then u will know it.

Soorrry laopo,i know is my falut,hope u can forgive me

Hiaz,i had make my laopo  sad again,haiz,i know is my fault that i say that ,but i want u know that i say that not mean i will do that and feel that,i also know that u don want hear my phone,and i knw that i had break ur heart again,but i awnt u know,i really never feel so and think of that also,i never think that u give me ler then u will no value d and i wont appreciate u anymore,i not mean that,i will stil love you and love you more,i want u to believe on what i had say,pls believe me,baby,i know is my fault that i say so,pls forgive me,i hope u will forgive me,i know that i should not say so d,sorry i realyy know is my fault d,haiz,sorry

sad

i willing today morning i didnt talk phone with him..in fb.i saw one article said after the girl gave the guy he wil feel she have less value in his heart.and i told him.he say sometimes will like that and is true..my heart straight break and regret..tears all drop non stop.. but is ok.. now i knw d. how to say single and virgin is gd.is the best..no wonder these type of girl gt a large attraction towards guy...i knew it..I WAN ASK DE IS IS IT TRUE AFTER GAVE WILL BORED? WIL LESS VALUE AFTER GAVE IT? SAW THE SENTENCE MEANS GIRL WIL SACRIFY ALL THE THINGS JUST BECAUSE OF LOVE. AND ANOTHER SENTENCE IS CORRECT.IF GUY SEE YOU JUST BECOZ OF SEX IS TOTALLY GONE D..BUT NEVERMIND.I WONT THINK TILL OTHER PLACE.CAUSE WAT I DID I CANNOT REGRET ANYMORE CAUSE REGRET ALSO NO USE..I NOW ONLY REALISE LAST TIME I INSIST DE THINGS IS TRUE.我又再一次的心痛到不能说出半句话。 男人有权力说累了,其实女人也会累。。。我不想接你电话是因为我不想你听见我在哭。

friday morning

good morning my dear laogong, you now sure stil sleeping de..if not why he not yet reply my msg ne?? stil say that wan talk phone with me..=( is ppl say de la..baby is follow ppl say only say i looks like them..and baby also see i like japanese only wan make me happy say same face with them..that boots really nice hor..like this de colour nice only la hor? if daek brown nt nice d ma right?? lol..my baby like panda? then china got many o..somemore fatter than me de.like a pillow.hahaha..now laying on bed..lazy to wake up lor. today got wat plan ne? ntg..will stay at home..baby you must take good care of yourself when u go for sports.not i dont wan let u go o.is u dont knw how to take care yourself and get hurt..you get hurt i wil heart pain..if u wan go make sure you wil becareful always and not over.u sometimes really too over d.tats y i dont like o.hope u knw ya..so bored..i think i go sing look for the shoes first.if nt nice de i wil come back then go buy ok? but if buy that shoes i wil always wear d lo.cause cant buy others d le.cause i told mum, she say i left nt much money only..sob sob..yea, baby say de right.i like him hug me and so so my head bt i like to hit him..hiakhiakhiak..but sometimes very pain my hand.lol. cari pasal sendiri. but sometimes geram him ma hit him lo..cause only i can do so to him. cause last time when we are fren de time dunno my fren gt him him or wat ma.i also forget d le..ok la, i have to go to brush teeth and drink my things le..gd bye everyone wish all the people wil blissful always..<3

晚安老婆

I just back from badminton o baby,muackx,i very miss you also,sorry baby,.just now  darz fall alseep so din reply baby o,muackx.baby now sure is watching movie d ler,we watch tgt o k?muackx,love you,haha,,baby also same as me a,will link movie inside situation with our situation now,hehx.muackx.darz will just love you only this life,wont love other anymore,okok,when we nack from work cook tgt o,hehex,muackx,have our dual world.muackx.Just now play badminton dun knw is shoes problem so hurt tiok finger and legg,but will be ok soon d baby don worry me o,hehex,tomorrow no class,so miss baby,cant see my baby ler,ya,darz realy very like u wear tat boots ,so gam baby,baby wear ler sure very nice and pretty d,and will got japanese style,hehex.muackx,this is my baby special d place,face will look like japanese and koreanese,haha,so funny,baby can go learn this both leanguage o,then if meet tiok japanese or koreanes then can speak to them d,ahhaha,,they will thought u r same nationality with them also,lol,haha..muackx.Darz will go bath then will watch movie a  while then want sleep early ler,baby just now din take nap so must sleep early d ya,if not will become big panda ler o,hehex,i like babay be panda,so chubby and cute ma,hug my panda tight tight,muackx,so miss you lo now,how a?haiz,if can tomorrow we talk through phone ya,hehex,muackx.baby must take good care of urself well know?i don want u sick or body got problem kknow?want u healthy and happy always o,rmb,smile always,then what also will happy d ler,muackx.baby smile d time very attract me d especially when she close up her eye d time and show me her teeth d time,hehex,so chuby lo beh tahan nya,now her smile face appear in my mind already,wah,love you,muackx.ok la,i had go bath d,chat tomorrow ya,goof night my laopo da ren,wo ai ni yi shen yi shi,wo men yong yuan dou bu ke yi fen li o,muackx,sweetdream o,kiss ur forehead,hug u sleep,muackx,baby very like me hug her from behind and so so her forehead d,hhex,muackx,bbay will feel safety when tgt with me ma'?hope baby can feel like that o,and very blissful and happy yet sweet,hehex.ok la.end.to be cont tmr,,,,,,,LoVe lOVe LOve loVE LovE lOVeMY love toward you will never fade,muackx.nitez

my baby

i notice that my baby gt the similarity with me,tat is we wil link mv inside de things with our things i sad and wil cry and don hope tat happen. baby really like i wear the boots that style ma? muackx. i miss my baby so much.just come back almost 3 hr only i already start miss him.how i am going to spend the whole holiday? i can feel that my laogong wil be the best hubby in this world. even if he is nt perfect bt he wil be the best..really so miss him..baby, just nw is i really very full so cannot eat o..but i also need reduce weight d.cause i really too fat le. i just hope my baby wil love me only in this life.i hope he wil tel me everything.we promise that we wont keep smtg from each other..be husband and wife must honest to each other.must quan xing quan yi treat each other gd, wont do sorry to each other de things. haha.like tat my baby also say i m a gd wife ah wait him at home.haha.next time if we marry we go back home tgt then we cook tgt if wan..if tired then we go out eat lo ok? love you o.. my baby sud didnt reply me msg..mayb is fall asleep d.my baby is so gd to me. i love him..cover blacket for him..so so his head..muackx..wo ai ni wo de laogong..

THURSDAY LIFE

Today when want to went to coll,baby sud msg me and ask me going out d ma,?i say not yet,then she say she is around my hs there then i hope that when i go out to coll can meet tiok her in the half way,manatao she so fast reach coll already,then i went to coll and go in class and see baby so hardworking study at there already cause got test,haha,then baby got dun know d question and problem so ask me,and we teach each other.When is test is progressing we each got did dome mistake then after that we correct each other and then hand up both same d answer all,not because of copy each other,is because we did it correctly by our own.hehex.After test baby dun know why still want wait her friend and see where they want go,i not so like it but baby say so so just wait,and also know their pattern that is very gao tu d ler,so at last i told baby we go our pm that we want to go la,.Then we going ler,hehex.Then at pm starting i planning to buy clothes for cny,but time ruush and what i and baby see d all not very gam me,so didnt buy d.And baby go shoes shop a lot,she want to buy boots,i want to buy for her d if we wawnt legally tgt,but cant,haiz,so if i buy for her also no use,cause she totally cant take back home at all.Yet baby also spot some new clothes that very gam baby d,but also cant take back home,so at last din buy anymore d,but baby no need sad k?baby will go singapore so maybe there will got more nice d biits than here and most in than here d o,so baby go there shopping d time and see got gam d ma k?muackx,don sad o,darz sayang sayang for you o,If there din have then come back darz buy for you lo here k?muackx.love you my laopo.Then after having lunch with fren we went back d,then i also bought a mp3,i dun know that now cost till so much and quite expensive d lo.Then back to coll we having a class,and very tired and the class was damn bored,shit nya,actually the lectureer is good,but the way he treach suck,too dieing style already,must change,if not all student will feel bored.Then when he let us break for 10 min,we straight break for 1 hours already,how good was us.haahha.but the 1 hour is for us to pattor before we cant meet each other for the coming 10 day,haiz,what a long long long holiday for us,really so sad and miss each other very  very much.Then after tat class dismiss already,and we went back d,and when i want to go out from coll,so gam i pong dao baby mum d car want go out also,and i actually also paise to face her and want faster go out before her,and just now hear baby say tat her mum also very paise to see me,haha.so funny d thing wor,lol..swt.Anyway hope that she can let us and approvee us to be tgt leggaly soon la,thios is me and baby the most biggest target and wishes to accomplish it.Then after that i went to help mum bought her thing then went back d,and baby wait me at home d,muackx,so good and nice d laopo,love you so much lo.OHya,when in class i told baby that i watch d drama very nice and say that ytd nite watch the last episod very touch and i cry,baby like very angry and jealous that i saw that movie and cry but when i with her ko din cry,haha.but actually baby i want u know that when i cry i link it to our situation then i ka cry d and my heart tat time realy so pain and weak,because i don want we become like that in the movie,so i only cry.Darz really cannot lost you,i really need you so much,you are my soul,you are myy everything,i need you,i very love you baby.muackx.Muackx.i know baby also waiting to see my message also d la,so faster post d so she can read it d cause she very like to read what i write to her d,ahha..muackx..Ohya baby also very cham d when eating d time,a bit only also cannot eat it finish and just now eat a bread nya ko say cant eat d,and she order d food not nice so she throw to me already,but is like tat d la,as husband sure need to help gf settle what she cant eat d,ahha..muackx..i just hope baby can eat it when i ask you eat,is for ur own good,and before eat don drink ice,will cause you full and cant eat d ler knw
?muackx..baby if tired must go rest a while ya,muackx.

back d

now baby help his mum buy hair de things inside tradous hotel.and i just reached home.today is the last day we can meet, we have to wait til after cny and college reopen de time only can see each other d..sad lar.. haiz. today after test went to prangin mall with my baby..WE WENT TO SEE CLOTHES AND SHOES. INSIDE OPERA GT ONE SHOES IS NICE. BUT IT COST RM109. SO HOPE I CAN GET IT.CAUSE I LIKE THE STYLE SO MUCH. CAUSE JAPANESE THEIR STYLE ALSO GT WEAR LIKE TAT..I LIKE IT SO MUCH!! BABY BUY IT FOR ME LO..CAN?? HAHA..KIDDING LAR..CAUSE BABY ALSO FEEL IT IS NICE.I DUNNO WHY WHEN BABY SAY SOMETHING IF SUIT ME THEN I WILL WAN TO BUY CAUSE HE LIKE..BABY TODAY DIDNT SPOT ANY NICE CLOTHES.AND THE TIME TOO RUSH..THEN WE EAT LUNCH WITH OUR FREN THEN GO BUY THE MP3 THINGS THEN WENT BACK TO COLL..IN CLASS YEP..WE TALK AGAIN.THEN AFTER BREAK WE TOTALLY DIDNT GO IN THE CLASS CAUSE IF GO IN CANNOT TALK.THEN WE SIT OUTSIDE PATTOR.HEHE..THEN WHEN DISMISS I ASK MY BABY HELP ME TAKE THINGS COME OUT FOR ME THEN I BALIK KAMPUNG D..HAHA..WAITING BABY COME BACK.I MISS HIM SO MUCH..

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

thursday morning

oh...good morning everyone..so early in the morning and i have to wake up le..gonna go to bath and wash my hair d.cause it take a lot of time to dry my hair..baby say de is right.that is my dream since many years ago..everytime i see those old ppl beside the road side i wil feel very pity about them. i hope i can take care of those old ppl who their children dont wan them d. i hope they can make fren with others in the old folks home and try to do some art work. so i have to put a lot of effort to achieve this dream..later gt fm test but i nt yet finish study cause ytd i watch tv..cham..hope that i can handle the question well..my baby should be still sleeping ba..ok la, see you later ya my bao bai..i have to go bath le.muackx love you always.

HAve s good night MY Sweetsweetheart

Just now after having nap then baby went out having dinner with her family and i m sleeping cause when baby nap d time i watch movie,and baby got angry a bit after i told her,hope she will forgive me o,hehex.i know my baby very good d,so is ok d o,haha,i love you baby,muackx,I know that baby very like animal especially dog,hamster cute animal all also like,and baby very got ai xing,althought very like them,but if want take care sure will ask me take care d ler o,hehex,no la,saja say only o,cause both will corporaate do it together d,and just now baby told me that got a guy that torture dog,kill dog,haiz,feel sad about the dog,why this world will got such cold blooded people?This people will have bao ying d one day on what they had did,feel sad and pity to those dog,so now we must appreaciate everything and if can help we must help.Then my baby told me that she hope that when growth up later in future,if she can she want rear all those animal that people dont want and those liu lang gou,Yet baby also hope that she can build an old folk house to help those old people and take care of them,baby such action and thinking i will support her d,and i will also did so if i have the ability to do so,i will want to help those people that need help from others,let them feel comfortable and have a happy life always.Let us together to achieve our this dream ya baby,i believe that we sure can do it d,,how much effort can we did we will did it all,do good to people will good to them,we canot wait for good reply from people,do good is withut any good reply,is our willingness to do it.I WILL SUPPORT YOU BABY,LET US LOOK FORWARD TO OUR DREAM.Tomorrow will have a test for the FM,and baby very worry about that,baby actually no need to worry so much d,baby got study and look through of it then sure will ok d ler,no need scare so much d k baby?darz will support you always d baby,baby jia you ya,GAMBATEH LAOPO.SUPPORT YOU FOREVER.Baby don study till to late ya,and must sleep early then tomorrow only got jing shen to sit for the test know?cant wait to see babey tmr,so miss you babby,muackx,.Today dun know why so tired,but i will rest more d,baby don worry of me ya,hehex.see you tomorrow ya sweetheart,muackx,nitez and have a sweetdream ya laopo,huggsszzz o..muackx..kiss kiss..nitez.LOVE YOU FOREVER.muackx

nap time

WE BOTH ARE SO SLEEPY NOW..WAN TO HAVE A SHORT NAP O..SWEETDREAM MY BAOBEI.HUG HUG U SLEEP O..MUACKX.LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU..CHAT LATER O BAO BEI BEI..MUACKX

wednesday

today when i reached coll,i went to stairs there again to wait for my baby.then i saw him taking his notes..then i wave my hand to him, he did the same to me too.and same we put our things in classroom and come out have a talk again.then we go in class d. then teacher say something then baby say my face very red wor.i think impossible lar.lol. then today the class dismiss early o.so baby go back first then i wait for mum to come.baby went to buy things eat cause he said he is hungry. yea..tmr is thurs.bt after tmr.we need to wait the next next week only can meet le.aikz..so sad..I SCARE TMR TEST I DUNNO DO LOR..EMMM.. HEHEHE.. I LOVE MY BABY.OHYA. AND MY BABY GOT TURTLE TAIL THEN I SAID IF HE TIE IT VERY CHUBBY AND CUTE WOR.HAHAHA..MUACKX

Wed class moment

Today went to coll when want park car,saw baby parent car again,continuaces 2 day saw baby parent car and come same time with her d,haha.so happy,i thought baby will write blog d when back home,manatao now not yet write ko wor,haha,nvm,i write for baby 1,hehex.today reach coll stil early and we alk about our problem and the problem is solve d,hope that when we face such problem again we can handle as we discuss,i love you.Then we late go in class,and leacturer saw on us,and then ask her what drink my baby drink,i said herbalife,haha,i always like to kacau and say other thing d,then baby ti ti say no and say is sunrider water or what la,anyway,the main point not the drink,main point is when lectureer talk to baby and say baby drink nd s pretty baby d face suddenly red ki,ahha,so funny,and i can feel that she is very shy that time,but is normal d la,my baby is very shy d and people say her nya will face red d,that is last time d me,but now i wont like that anymore d,haha.But when she shy d face also very cute and chuby,i very like,hehe,,muackx muackx.Then starting class was so bored,the lectureer just see the slide and just read on it only,we already use to it on his teaching style,so feel bored d,and so few people come only today,then after 1 hour we get a break,then we go out walk walk and chit chat,go pattor at the stairs on the second floor,cause there feel people walk over,haha,and we did what couple will did d ,hehx,i kiss her,and hug her,then after that we sit on the chair and baby sit on my leg and we having talk,then after 10 min we went into classroom,be4 that i throw a candy into baby mouth,but drop out,then second one i put into,and the last one i put in my mouth and pass to baby,hehex,feel sweet,muackx,love you so much.When we in class,bored time come again,but actually just a few people listen to lecturer teach at there only.all do own thing,and i and baby having a talk and did our own thing also,then suddenly we talk abot the topic related to our hand,haha,realy so funny,girl is left guy is right,and baby say her hand is tuan zhang,mean will be very firecer or bad if bad,if good will be very good,then after that we say about our life line,haha,,so fuuny,baby d so long tilll end but will face obstacles but mine d so short nya,and i say at there that i will be so fast die d,and baby laugh at there,hehex,see her happy and smile d face i am so happy also,haha.hope she can always so happy forever,haha.muackx.then after that leacturer finish teach already then ask us to be do our own thing then we wen tdown to cor-up and buy some sneak,then baby went to washroom, after that when we went up to classsromm,class dismiss already,then i faster eat finish my sneak and banana then i back already,then baby d mum on the way coming also d,because of some reason so i had to back early,in case anything happen again.So i also went back d,and baby wait her mum come,then i went to buy some ham chi peng then back also d.When i m around penang public library there,i saw a car seem like is baby car,but when reach till union school,already red light d,so dun knw whether is baby car or nt d,but nvm la,tomorrow stil can see baby also,and got long time,hahamuackx..love you so so much yet miss u.muackx

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

thanks baby

i feel happy that baby bought the diamond ring for me during our first anni..but i stil feel is i ask my baby buy de..so thick face..so bad.aikz..bt baby really bought it for me and it costs my baby lots of money..emm, actually i can say that seldom gt bf so early buy diamond ring for their gf d..but baby bought it for me cause we love each other very muchie.and we are married.opps.i mention many time d.hehehe..ya.i feel proud that my baby did the bracelet himself for me.i am so surprise and cant even bliv he did it himself cause he is quite a big guy but becoz of me he did this small things and i really appreciate it much.=) with baby and very blissful is my everyday de support. i love to be tgt with baby cause we like to joke and talk.haha. we are like best fren, soul mate and husband and wife. stil gt two hours then i can meet my bao bei d..hehe.happy..baby need to go down look shop.pity him..but u got my sayang o..so don down o..sayang sayang ya my bao bei..muackx..love for you.hehe<3

MORNING babBE

Morning o baby,haha,wah,baby so early wake up then write blog a,haha,,must rest more ma,blog cn later only write d o,know?baby mean d number is what ne?what write beside ne?darz ytd watch football and drama so late sleep o,but baby also late sleep also,ask you sleep early d ma,but same same also la.so no next time d ler ya,must always sleep early know?i just finish breakfast,still need go down,haiz,so sien and very hate to go down,shittt..erm ya,i very hapy and thanks yet surprise that  babay will fold star for me.When i open it,i get shocked a while then feeel happy and bliss that baby fold star for me,thanks baby,really xing ku you ler that need to curi curi fold,i very appreaciate it o baby,muackx.Ya our new phone haha,but seem like got problem already now,nokia phone is like that d,don hope too much d la,can use ko can d.WHen first anni,i plan to buy diamond ring for baby,but i m worry that if the size that i choose is too big or too small and baby cant wear then ma cham d,so bring baby go see the ring together and we saw the love shape d diamond,by true love brand,i saw baby very like it,and that time she having break with me,and time up and she need go back work d,so i curi bought it and plan to give baby a surprise d,but baby already know that i sure will buy for her d,so this is not an surprise to her,but i had made a bracelet for her,is i go learn it and did it just for baby d,cause she say she hope to get a present or gift that i made myself ,then that will be more true heart.When baby saw that bracelet,she not believe that is i made for her myself d,and ti ti wonder and ask me is it real u did urself,haha,then i say ya,really is i did myself,and luckily when baby wear it d gam gam ho,wont too long,hope baby will like tat and will wear it o,when baby say to pk then pk also jealous and hope her bf can did for her,haha.i am so proud that i did such thing for baby,it is unbelievable,ahha..muackx..dunno what baby doing now,mayb is mum beside so cant sms or mayb is waiting i write msg to her o,hehex,anyway later ko can saw my babe ler,muackx,love you so much,baby if can reach early ya,muackx,miss you so so much.

another new day for us

good morning baby and everyone..i wake up d..today is 1pm de class so i am stil laying on the bed and writting this post.haha.so surprise when i open the blog,cause i saw my baby gt reply wor..hahah..he is so cute.i like to kacau him so much.haha..cause when i kacau him.he wil like wan angry bt cant angry de face and also feel funny. haha..sometimes in class i will become very actiVE and ti ti make noise at there hahah. and my baby will say me like gina or hamster cause too active d ler..nw baby sure still doing pig pig..everytime he say wan sms me first but i always wake up earlier than him.haha..now the assignment is inidividual work.i have to do all by myself.cause everyone get the queation is different. nvm la, i also not dare to ma fan my baby also.cause he also got his things to busy..jia you o bao bei..muackx..i wan go wash face and drink my fitline de things le o..wait you wake up ya..i ytd gt do the number beside.baby gt notice? haha. the bear bear cute leh..hehe..MY BABY SMS ME D.HAHA.HE SAID HE IS VERY TIRED WAN REST AGAIN.HE IS REALLY A LAZY PIG..HE ALWAYS SAY I AM A PIG BUT THE REAL BIG PIG IS HIM O.HEHEHE..OHYA I NOT YET SAY ABOUT OUR PHONE..WE ARE NOW USING THE SAME TYPE OF MODEL WHICH IS E5 NOKIA..THAT IS A COUPLE PHONE.HE BOUGHT BLACK AND I BOUGHT WHITE.HEHE. FOR OUR ANNIVERSARY, I FOLDED STARS FOR MY BABY AND KEEP INSIDE A LOVE BOTTLE.I HOPE HE WIL LIKE IT.CAUSE IS I CURI CURI FOLD WHEN WORK AND AT HOME DE.HEHE. CAUSE WHEN I FOLD DURING WORK SUPERVISOR WIL SCOLD.THEN AT HOME ALSO CANT FOLD CAUSE CANT LET MUM KNW.SO I TAT TIME JUST HOPE I CAN FASTER FN IT.HEHE.THEN I BOUGHT A COUPLE RING.BUT BABY SAY IT IS NOT NICE TO WEAR CAUSE THE DESIGN..THAT RING IS WE GO SEE TGT AND TEST AT THERE.BABY ASK ME WHICH ONE NICE I INSIST DON WAN BUY THEN WHEN HE GO BACK I COME DOWN AGAIN BUY IT AND KEEP AT THE SHOP UNTIL THE DAY OF ANNI I ASK BABY GO GP AND I ONLY TAKE THE PRESENT TO HIM.BT WHEN I BUY THE PHONE COVER FOR HIM, HE SAW IT SO THIS NOT CONSIDER A SURPRISE D LE..OK LA.TALK SO MUCH.I HAVE TO REPLY MY BABY DE MSG D.BYEBYE. WITH LOVE..MUACKX. <3

NITEZ BABE

Baby now doing assignment,don do till too late know??must sleep early ya,cause darz want reply baby d message all then only go to bath o,muakcx..hehx..wah ko highlight that sentences a,haha,but i also know that sometime baby is joke and know to think of it also d o,so darz no need to worry so much o.hehex.ya,i also feel sad that one of the hamster dead ler,when saw the female d alnoe at there,my heart feel so suan and pity cause she really feel so lonely since that male d gone ler,haiz.I am wonder want to buy another one come and accompany her or not???haiz.But what baby give me d i will very appreaciate it d,darz will take care all of it well d,don worry baby.Baby do a bit first ko can d know,don do till very late ya,darz sit beside you and help baby k??muackx,so miss you now,why the assign cant 2 people do ne?then baby ko wont so suffer do alone o,darz will help you do..muackx.darz actually not yet bath yet,just now watch movie,and then think maybe baby will write something so open and see manatao chun chun,haha,so darz want reply this then will go bath ler and will sleep ler,baby too ya,after i bath d then we sleep together d k?Baby tomorrow see when in coll or morning we talk about when baby in singapore then we chose a time to sms each day o,or darz think that ah bo baby when free d time msg darz,darz anytime also will reply baby d message and waitting baby message me,or baby got better idea baby tomorrow tell darz ya,muakcx,tomorrow morning when darz wake up d will message baby d ler o,muackx,baby if very tired must rest longer know cause tmr is noon class,so baby no need to wake up early ya,be my lasy sleepy pig o,hehx.always sleep d pig,muackx,smell smeel you my piggy,love you so much,nitez laopo,sweetdream o,rmb ya,don do till too late o know?if got what dun knw and not understand d baby tmr can go ask leacturer or if i cn help i sure will help baby d,muackx,baby rmb pt water beside and drink always know?recently weather so siao siao d,someime very hot sometime rain heavily,will easy get sick d if din take care well,know??darz dun want u sick o and when going singapore cant enjoy the trip at all,so must always be healthy and be my pao pao d tua pui pig know,hehex,ok la,dun want say d ler,late also d,i need faster go bath d,haha,,nitez beloved baybie..AI NI..now 12 ler,baby sleep early d ya,muackx,nitez<3

good night laogong

haha, i wont get scare la baby..you long time didnt cal me d in the morning..last time we used to chat for more than one hour de leh..haha..it is true that we have lots of things to talk to each other..many people feel weird why we got so much thing to talk.haha..tuesday also write wrong ah baby..haha.. aiya, say my style is like tat..is i never eat green bean biscuit before.i just eat tat real green bean la..haha..so feel weird lo the taste..my baby leh very sayang me one lor..haha..he just like my super sampah tang..hahaha.cause wat i dont wan eat he wil makan them.kakakazz..no la, he is my laogong..my bao bei..but is bf de responsibility to habis gf de food if they are full d ma..haha..my baby he always ask me to bath early but he also behave like this..not a good sample for me huh...so bad boy.. yea, baby must take good care of yourself o.cause you are my hubby, you have to take care of me also de o. oh, i must highlight the sentence that you said i sometimes will let you buy o..hahaha..rmb ya baby.haha.but baby bought a lot of stuff for me d..especially earing.haha.i like those chubby and special punya earing.and everytime i need to choose one from two,my baby just get the two for me.thanks..it melts my heart.but i also have to help my baby to save.if not how rich de also will pocket empty if behave like this.. i agree with baby that i hope this life we can tgt til the end and next life continue to be husband and wife again.. we are just like a magnet.we need each other so much..thanks baby for assure me so much things. i knw because of me, you will think clearly before u take action on every stuff right?? love you..baby should be fan gao gao ju d ba..but i have to start to do a bit my assignment so later only come hug my bao bei sleep k..baby, i feel sad on our second daughter disappear. ='( why so big de also will disappear de ne?? and another things also sad.. last year baby birthday i gave him a surprise i ask john(our fren) to help me buy two hamster and giv it to baby on his birthday. at that time, i cant beside baby celebrate his birthday with him because our situation is not allow us to do so. that time i wan in genting with my family..the two hamster is just like our children..but recently one of them,the male one.have went back to heaven.. we don knw the reason why he wil go..='''( now left the poor female one.mayb she will feel lonely ba..i ask baby wan buy another male one come back but baby say don wan le.wait we can legally tgt de time,we only buy a dog. cause i love dog.. they are cute and loyal..i like their behavior..sounds weird la.haha..ok la, i also almost have to start my assignment d. crap too much d.haha. and for sure to end the post with a big HUG and KISSESSSSS to my baby..muackx..i love you more and more.. loving u..

 E&C 4ever

GOOD TUEDAY,BYE.

Muackx,Thanks baby d advise o,darz will remember it d,i wont let myself get hurt and cause till baby worry me d o,i big d,know to take care myself o,baby say like to eat that greean bean nut cny biscuit,so i take for her,but she eat the first one then say she don like cause not same as she eat d,haha,,then after that i force her eat another one,and another one again,then she dont want eat anymore,so i had to eat it d,this is hw my baby d style o,dun want then will dun want eat anymore d,haha.but never mind la,i din angry u o,haha,Wah,just now baby go qb eat and buy til so many for contact use d thing all,haha,Tmr is wed,so short d day for us,but we can meet already very good d ler,rahter than cant meet at all,so we muzt appreaciate anytime that we can together.Yaya,i knew that baby wont angry me that don want let u buy those stuff,but sometimes i will let you buy also d o,muackx.Baby d phone got problem d,if can must faster take to do d know,if not after the warranty then need money for the repair ler.i also very like my babey chose clothes n help me see clothes for me,feel very happy and blissful.Ya we are married already, what we now done d all is like husband and wife,cause from the day i chose to be together with babey,i already want to marry you as my wife,and i promise you,i this life will just love you only,and hope that the coming life we can be met again and have the pleasure to be husband and wife.Be with babey reallly very happy and enjoy,i really cant imagine how will be my life without you my beloved,aikks,don say those thing,choi choi choi,blissful is we must fight for it so we only can get for it,no hard effort wont get it.I will put more effort toward my lou por and let her always fall in love with me,always blissful forever,and i had promise her that i will let her be the most blissful woman in the world.I will achieve my promise toward her,and let her always feel safety and our love will always growth and growth till infinity.I REALLY LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH DEEP MY SWEETHEART BAYBIE CUTE CUTE LAOPO,MUACKX MUACKX MUACKX.Ok la,baby now sure is having bath and mayb finish d,baby finish bath d if got wash hair must dry it ya,i now want go for bath also d,quiet late d,see you tomorrow my sweety,muackx..good night and sleep tight yet i will be come to find you soon oooooo...muackx,,just wait for it ya.muackx sweetdream my laopo,hugssssssssss you sleep together,tmr morning call babey o..hehex..nitez..my mornign call is a msg,not call,babydon scare o,,hehex,,muackx,,ok la,nitez<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
EDWIN lub CARLLYN
EVER & FOREVER
MUACKX
NITEZ
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sometimes when baby stop me from buying things i wont angry o. cause i nowaday also knw to think first before i spend. if the stuff is really i love a lot and the price is reasonable and affortable i only wil buy. before buy a things i always wil think for a long time..last time when secondary, i went shopping with fren then i saw smtg nice i keep telling them nice.then they ask me to buy bt at last i say don wan la..nw i work d. salary for sure is not high and the work is quite tiring.so i sometimes also knw hw to save..i wont angry my baby stop me from buy things..muackx. we are husband and wife and i told my baby he should start record the daily expenses. so that we can knw how much we usually spend and control it. muackx i almost need go bath le o.my baby so tired today.he must rest more o..heart pain he like tat..muackx..love u forever.

night

tomorrow is wed d..dislike the day cause such a short class only.i cant meet my baby longer..ohya, on my last post forget to mention about me and baby went to nichii buy clothes for him..i saw my baby post in the passage i only rmb..haha..we choose at there and stil cant find one suitable but at last we got it.bt i feel the material is quite bao lor..I LIKE TO CHOOSE CLOTHES FOR MY BABY..DUNNO WHY..MAYB LIKE WIFE CHOOSE FOR HUSBAND BA.HEHE.. MY BABY VERY BAD DE.I JUST WAN WALK PASS AND HAVE A LOOK ON THOSE TIE HAIR STUFF.HE KEEP PULLING ME AWAY FROM THERE.HAHA.BUT IT IS FUNNY LAR..WE BOTH ARE SIAO SIAO MIAO COUPLE LOR.BT WE ARE SERIOUS ON OUR LOVE TO EACH OTHER. MAYB BECOZ OF WE ARE ILLEGAL SO WE WILL APPPRECIATE EACH OTHER MORE..HAHA.TODAY MORNING AFTER I REACHED COLL, I SEE MY BABY HAVEN REACH SO I GO STAIRS WAIT FOR HIM.BT WHEN I HEARD THE STEP COMING FROM THE STAIRS I GT A FEEL THAT HE IS MY BABY.AND YES HE IS.HAHA.THEN I KEEP QUIET PRETEND NTG KEEP STAND AT THERE THEN HE GET SHOCKED.HAHA.SO FUNNY. EVERYTIME WE ARE SO HAPPY TO SEE EACH OTHER. YES.I AGREE WITH MY BABY TAT THE POWER OF LOVE IS REALLY GREAT.I LOVE HIM SO MUCH JUST LIKE OXYGEN.. THEN WE WENT INSIDE CLASS PUT THINGS AND WENT TO COMPUTER LAB PRINT NOTES..HAHA. HOW TO SAY NE..MY BABY IS THE ONE WHO KNW ME WELL..WHENEVER I UNHAPPY OR DOWN HE IS THE ONE WHO NOTICE IT AT ONCE.HAHA IS THIS GD OR BAD NE?? HAHA.. ACTUALLY I LIKE MY BABY NOW DE SIZE.CAUSE I DISLIKE HIM TOO THIN.CAUSE NT BALANCE. BT HE LIKE TO BE FIT.. FIT IS OK O BABY BT DON TOO THIN..OK? EVEN U GT A BIT BAK BAK I LIKE AH CAUSE GD TO HUG ALSO..I WONT HIAM U DE.JUST WAN U ALWAYS HEALTHY AND HAPPY..WE SAY BEFORE D..WE ARE MARRIED D O..MY LAOGONG..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..I AM GLAD TO HAVE YOU AS MY BIBI, MY LAOGONG, MY BABY, MY BAYBI..MY LAZY PIG.. I M NT CLEVER LO,BT MY LAOGONG VERY LIKE TO PRAISE ME.MAYB WAN I BECOME MORE CONFIDENT BA..BUT THANKS FOR PRASING O.I M HAPPY..BUT TODAY FM DE QUESTION IS JUST LUCKY ONLY O..WE THURS GT TEST..HOPE WE CAN DO IT WELL O..JIA YOU MY BAO BEI..<3

To My BAyBiE

Just bac from jogging at air itam dam,haiz,my stamina really is gone d,need to train myself up again d,if not i will become fatter and useless d,must maintain my fitness,but recently so lazy to do exercise,dun know why.But i believe that if i got the determination to maintain my fitness,i sure can do it .Gambateh myself.hope baby also will support me.Today when reach coll saw baby parent car and when i walk up stairs,i get shocked,my baybie stand quietly at there,scared me that moment.but when saw my baby,i will be very happy d,dun know why,mayb this is the power of love that will always make me to think of her.haha.Don think i am joking,this is true when you are falling in love with someone,and my sowonw is my babyyy sweetheart.I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH.My baby really funny d,hah,today when class break ask me to write at least 5 message to her after reach home,haha,she is addicted to my attractive to write message and chit chat with her in blog already.haha.Just now after FM class we went to GP to have our second time lunch,but eat MCD.haha.My baby go nichii help me see got any nice shirt that suit i wear and i had bought 1 shirt,thanks baby for choosing for me,hehex.love you.but when baby want to buy tie hair stuff,i don allow her,cause she have a lot already,so must sometimes stop her from alwayss buying those stuff,hope she wont angry for my such action,hehex.but i knew that she also know that i did so is for her own good also d,so is understandable.My baby today at FM class so clever,such simple question i think till so long n treat it so complicated but my laopo d brain really fucntion fast yet accurate and clever.Saw tiok my baby d leg heart so pain,hope it will recover soon o,and baby must be careful alwasy knwo?when ob class,after break we ran out to talk for our problem,and the problem almost solve,tomorrow will continue for the part that not yet finish,hope that we can cope this well and always have a happy life and blissful days.What baby told me i will remember it in my heart and beware of it,baby don worry so much k?baby must trust me,trust urself,then thing will be gonna well.Baby now going out having dinner already,enjoy ya my babey.miss you so much all the time,i just want you know that i wont do such thing that sorry to my babey and make her sad d,although sometime we got different thinking,but hope that we can listen to each other then only decide it k??Baby faster eat d,don get hungry ya,remember must drink water more know?muackx,love you love you.
just reached home, quite tired today.. nw lay on bed hugging my smelly pillow.haha..recently dark eye circle very obvious and my baby keep calling me panda. IGNORE THE CAPITAL LETTER..MY PHONE GT SOMETHING WRONG D. JUST NW DURING BREAK WHEN TO GURNEY KAI KAI WITH MY BABY AND WHOLE GANG OF FRENS. WENT TO MAKAN MCD..THE NUGGETS IS YUMMY AND TATS Y I AM GETTING FATTER AND FATTER..AND COME BACK FOR OB CLASS. AFTER THE SHORT BREAK ME AND BABY HAVE A TALK ON THE PROB HAPPENS BETWEEN US. I WANT TO SAY IS IF U ARE SERIOUS IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR SURE YOU WILL SELFISH TO SHARE YOUR LOVES ONE WITH OTHERS. BUT IN THIS WORLD, GOT SO MANY SI HIAO KUAN DE GIRL. HOW AH? JUST CAN SEE THE GUY HOW THEY BEHAVE AND PROTECT THOSE SHIT PERSON FROM MAKING THEIR RELATIONSHIP WITH GF BECOME BAD. JUST BECAUSE GUYS SELDOM AGREE WITH WHAT GF SAW, THEN ONLY QUARREL AND BREAK UP. I WONDER WHY THOSE SI HIAO CHA BOR WANT TO DO THIS? I ALSO UNDERSTAND WHY THEY WAN DO SO..IS BECOZ IF THEY CAUSE THEY QUARREL OR WAT OR MAYB THE BF LIKE HER. THIS MEANS THEY WIN.. SHIT.. HATE THESE PPL SO MUCH.BUT PIAN PIAN SOME GUY IS SO JIAN..THEY LIKE THEM..AIKZZ...SAY TIOK THESE TYPE OF PERSON I ALSO SIEN AH.. DON WAN SAY D.I HOPE MY BABY KNW WAT I WAN TO TEL HIM LA. BYE BYE END OF MY CRAP.. CHAO..

Monday, January 24, 2011

tuesday

today is morning de class o..nw i m blowing hair and later wil go out to have breakfast with my parents.see u later ya my baby..muackx

CareZ for Uuuuuuuuuu

Aiyo,why so careless ??when i am not beside you,you must know take good care of yourself know??must be always be careful,know?you already big d a,not small kids.haha,yaya,tue and thrus class is the best d,but tmr don want go out la,at coll,,hahaa.why my baby so cute d leh,all the action and talk d pattern all very cute and chubbby d wor,cannot tahan to cubit her,but sometime she make me very angry d time,not cute at all d...so if want maintaiin must don make me angry,knw??ok la,last post d o,tmr ka post la...ahha..i tommorow ka help you sayang sayang and so so it for you la k?anyway must be careful alwasy d ler ya,don so careless and make me so worry about you d..siouk siouk o...love you..muackx..

back

just back from dinner o.just open radio and gt my favourite song-higher!! such a nice song..haha.rock your body babeh..haha..yea, my face is kinda guai face but i m quite rock and lame for most of the time.haha.tats y my baby love me.hehe. i like japanese style so muchie la..aikz. sad.. i don wan go singapore. i wish to stay in penang and over cny with my baby.. haiz. i will miss him til insane when i m at there.. but i can tgt with him during valentine.bt just a short day.=( wat to do? just becoz we are illegally tgt. this is wat others do not understand why we want to suffer ourselves.my baby, u like my curl hair? haha. i like it much.never regret did it.bt sometimes also miss my natural curve hair lo.bt nvm la.ppl need some new changes.hehe. i love u muchie muchie.. so happy tmr is tue..hehe.

tomorro

for this sem, i like tues and thurs class most. but paise.nt becoz of the subject. but is becoz i can see my baby longer.hehe. when wan started this post.my whole leg knock on the dressing table.and now the whole knee is red colour d and swell abit.haiz.baby say de is right.i m always careless when doing smtg..aikzz..nw going eat dinner.
aiyay,why will so gam d leh that you post and i also post?haha,ya what you said r right,sometime we are very gam on everything,but sometimes we are not.Ya,i know you like me seng you, but sometime i dun want seng you sure got some reason,and i hope that you also know k?i say dun wn too send you not mean that i wont seng you,is what you want to did that moment or already did and i say such word mean that i dislike what you behave,so i hope you know that.HAHa,u now only know that ur hubby is so good a,so i hope u knew what i had done for you all the time,and sometime please listen to me k?ya recently realy too many thing happen and casue we quarrel,hope that all will be ok soon.My baby will go singapore next week,hope baby can have fun and enjoy the trip k?i will very miss you all the time, and wait you come back.Rmb i m waiting you come back know?MUACKX!!!!DUN KNW WHY WILL SO LUB YOU,although make me angry,buti forgive you very fast,but i really hope you know what i had said to you in class just now and don make me angry,i dun want to scold you and angry when i be with you,i want to be happy and enjoy all the time be with you cause i knew that the time that we can be together is limited.WISH to have a happy and enjoy tuesday with my beloved BAYBIE.

funny

when i back home, the first thing to do is open our blog to see. when i want to post my passage. i notice it appear 5posts d.then i feel weird why it wil gt 5? then at last only knw is my baby post a passage when he back home. so funny is we both started our post with just came back from college.. haha.. yea, why i love him tat much? is becoz our behavior , like and dislike de things are almost the same. but for sure some nt the same so will cause us to quarrel lo. hope we don quarrel so often ler.. this relationship is over lots of prob only can be tgt. this is just the begining. there are stil a long way to go. baby, jia you k? actually i never think we wil become couple also. he always say too seng me. but he wont knw tat girl likes tat a lot. and girl are greedy on love stuff. i knw my baby did a lot of things for me. i appreciate him much much same as i love him lots. last month when i work, i m so blissful, cause whenever my break time,my baby sure wil come and acc me.muackx. i love the way he sayang me lor... but recently. gt quite a lot of things we have diff thinking. tat make us quarrel and unhappy. haiz.sad. =( anyway hope everything can solve and our love wil more and more day by day..next week i m going to singapore =( i miss my baby..
Just came back from coll, today feel not so happy lo...cause what i say u din listen it,hope you can listen it and remember it in your heart forever,don did the same mistake again and again ok?anyway,today i am happy that can saw you and smell you,so miss your smell so much,love die you.U like i write blog for you,ok,i wil write  and everyday write for you ok??haha,just can see you happy always and smile always i already satisfied.hope you will listen to me and i will listen to you too and when facing problem,hope that we can solve it well,Don always quarrel ok?
LUB Y0U!!!!!

come back from coll

i just came back from college. my baby sangat degil pun. arghh!! WAT TO DO? I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH...NT HAPPY TODAY.=(

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Supp0rt fr0m ur HuBBY

From the day that i chose to be together with you, i already knew that we will face many problem already,I  just want to let you know that no matter what happen, don give up, be confident on ur choices that u had make, trust yourself and trust me, we can handle this well and all will be over d,we just need time only.Time is our Test,Problem is our Communication,Happy is our Joy,Sad is our Mistake,feel Lovely  is our Blissful,GOT YOU GOT ME,WITHOUT YOU WITHOUT ME,you and me are stay together always no matter where we are,how we are,what we are,we are still the one that always be side by side,heart by heart,love by love,you by me I by you,FOREVER.I will bear all the consequences or anything that happen to you and share all the joys and sadness with you,I want you know that no matter how, I m beside you and support you always,how the world are going to be,it is not important,the most important is my love toward you would never change,it will become more love more loves,more lovesssss and more lovessss til forever.The love will never be end up so easily because of certain thing that happen between us.
DO REMEMBER WHAT I HAD SAID TO YOU!
!!!!!!!!!SARANGHEYOH!!!!!!!!!

恶梦

半夜睡到一半跳醒起来,发了两个梦。 但是真的很希望其中一个可以实现。 我们就这样过了一年。真的很希望我们有守得云开见月明的那天。如果是好的就算再辛苦也是值得的,很少人会体会我那整天担惊受怕的日子。对不起, 苦了我也苦了他。。。待会就要去上课了,加油哦。<3

Our First Begining At Here

This is another new day for us after yesterday incident. This blog is our private blog, cause our love also being private, so this is just for us, that is me - EDWINLOO and  you -CARLLYNCHUAN. haha later will go to coll d, and we had a lot of thing need to discuss and solve, hope that all will be gonna 
well. Just can say that I LOVE YOU 4EVER, MY BELOVED LOU POR ZAI...This will be our post blog for us.Muackxxx...
Cant wait to see you later,already 4 days din saw you d my lovely,really miss you damn much.