saturday

normal life again..bored.now sms with my bay.i talk about he and his whole gang of friend. not i want to say what la, but why want let girl take granted on guys ne?? other mayb i wont care, but when it involve my bay, i cannot sit at there and treat as ntg..ask the gf in the world world.for sure when they face this they wil understand my feeling lor.. bay, i not wan luan you or wat..just..just..i dunno why my heart feel not well..really not well..i not eat western food just nw. when i walking at there.my whole heart feel like suan suan at there. sometimes i m thinking why others girl is more blissful than me.why they can have dinner with my bay in restaurant? my bay can fetch them go and fetch them back.but i am his gf. but i m nt the one who can feel this..but i wont yuan so much cause if i wan u as my nf i have to accept this..i just can yan zhen zhen see others gt chance going those place that i wil never have chance to go with him..sometimes i quite jealous them. and when they after ear dinner they wan go shopping my man will fetch them go d. sometimes i just feel my man is their driver..free driver without pay.. then after happy d my man wil drop them home.. emm. i don wish to say anymore everytime i say this i feel not well not i wan luan luan think but it is a normal and natural feeling that ur love one wil have.. ok, baby bro came back d. he later wil go out with family to eat mayb supper?? i hope my baby de feeling towards me will never fade although i knw i m not the one who treat u the best but i m the one who wish to treat u the best in my life..i wil try my best..outside world gt too much attraction d. i also wont hope for anything..just i knw that once i take out my heart to someone. my love is true is real.i wil do watever the best for him.just wan he love me for real. tats true to say,你的男人不会伸手去抱别的女人但是会有女人伸手抱你的男人.when this happen we need to see how ur man respond to show his love on you. one day, if u really get bored and don wan me d.pls tel me..dont becoz scare hurt me hide it from me. if u tel, i wont disturb u de, just need u to promise me u wil have a more blissful life and happier than wat i can give u then i wil go...what i wan is just u are happy and blissful. for sure i wish i am the one who can let u feel so. bt if i cant i am sorry cause i tried my best...laogong, i love you.only you forever in my life. <3 enjoy ur dinner yea. take good care of urself.. and pls be loyal to me when i m in singapore.hope u wont find others to chat. chao~~