sad,frustraiting,hurt yet angry mood

I will loyal to you,i wont find other chat,don worry so much k?pls trust urself and me,don always think those thing and make u luan think,pls don like that,trust me pls,nan dao is it i always let u feel unsafety ma?i don understnad y u want always think that i will find ppl chat or not loyal to you and start luan think,i dun knw why,everytime i always ask u don like that ,control pls,control,control those luan luna think s thing all k?if u and me like that,i can tel u i actually feel that u totally din trust me at all,haiz,i also don want say so much d,and i dun want u say those that what if i don love u d tel u la or waht la or wat,i dun knw listen tis all and pls don say k?i very dislike,when u say tis i very angry ,y uw n say tis all,haiz,i really don understnad,nan dao i always say to u d thing u never listen in d is it ne?haizz.always ask me don go chat wif ppl,pls,i tel u everytime that i wont chat wif other ppl,i wont find them chat,i wont,pls pls pls trust me,what i want is jus a simple trust from u,bt what i can feel is a huai yi from u always becaus eof ur luan luan think always,haiz,,i realy hope u know waht i always tel u d and pls use it and rmb it always,pls,haiz,i dun want say d la,feel not happy t aall when saw u write those thing,feel angry now and quite pek chek,just hopw a trust from u,i really hope that only,and pls don say those if don love u a or what then need hw a or aht,whjy u wn say tis all thing,u tel me and see la,y always wn go say those type f thing,haiz,..suan d la,hope u knwo la,u know why when u say this i willl angry ma,becasue what i did always i never dui bu qi u and very serious and din did anything that wei bei my liang xing toward u,but what i always get from u is ask me that if i don love u anymore,muz tel u la or what,then wish me blisssful  or what,haiz,this is what i get from u for what i did tis all the time toward and for u,i can very honestly d tel u,i very love you but i wont did those thing tat sorry to u and hurt u,i wont do tis,i never willl do tis,i really hope u can trust me,don luan luan think k?>i knw smtime u will luan think but pls control and say to urself or ask urself tat is it i m like tat d pppl?is it ne???ok la,nitez la.haiz,mood really no good,heart quite pain,hope u understand what i m trying to say to u,is like what i did all the way that so good to u d,u never feel it tis all the time,this is what my feeling now.ok la,don want say d,bye.